So much for the nights of awesome sleep.  Parker is right back to where we started.  As i write, he is screaming in his crib - refusing a bottle, refusing to lay down.  All he wants to do is stand in his crib screaming and crying.  And he's really freakin loud.  I wish he would hurry up and get over this phase because I am almost completely out of patience.  He wants to scream and cry unless he's being held.  i know he is in there standing and screaming in his crib, wanting us to come get him and hold him until he falls asleep.  Which is all fine and good in a perfect world where we don't have homework, Stewart doesn't have homework, no one needs to cook dinner or do the dishes or clean or do laundry.  I could sit on my ass and hold him all day if I didn't have other things that needed to be done.  At this very moment, he is driving me crazy and I want to stand up in my crib and scream at the top of my lungs.